August 5, 2012

Allah knows the best !

so learning is one way of doing ibadah. kan? so it has been 2 months, me.. as a medic student.. yeah probably, ble sye pegi mane2.. ade org akan tanye.. amik kos ape??

before i start saying anything mereka akan kate.. "medic lah tu.. "..

 so my point here is, not because of the medic but what is our main objective of learning.. dan orang akan tanya, betul ke ni nak amek medic neh.. nanti duduk dalam hospital je.. xde life langsung.. dah la blaja susah, keje pun susah, dan ade gak la yang xmemberikan kata2 semangat langsung..
tapi bukankah Allah yang menetapkan yang terbaik buat hamba-hambanya.. frankly, i'm a bit shocked and also speechless ble my name is in the list.
having our orientation at Pulau Pangkor :)

alhamdulillah!i've been approved to be one of the medical students, after dealing with the interview, MCAT test, and of course, my CGPA.. i'm not hoping for anything at first, while waiting for the results, i made my solat dhuha, and i told my friend, if this is our last met, don't forget me, and... i can't think anything, but the heart was beating continously... and my sympathetic nerve keep on working without giving chances for the parasympathetic to take place.. wow! sangat dahsyat kan menanti keputusannye.. and everything went in and out from my mind on that time. tefikir tentang mama, baba dan everyone around me yang put high hopes on me.. and suddenly, i got a call from my friend teeling me that i'm in the list of 14 people who are accepted... tangisan dan kegembiraan bercampur baur,, tengok rakan2 yang xdapat lagi menambahkan kesyahduan.. my best friend.. kami yang sama2 susah bersama, study sama2.. bersusah sama2.. akhirnya berpisah.. sedeh sangat2 sebenarnya.. tapi Allah knows the best.. that is what i'm telling myself till now.. Allah ya Allah.. biarpun banyak dosaku padamu, banyak khilafku, banyak perkara yang melalaikan telah ku lakukan, namun Kau masih jua memaqbulkan doaku.. Subhanallah.. Ya Allah moga ini menjadi titik permulaan ku dan Kau berkatilah kehidupanku kini dan pada masa depan. amin ya Rabb!

2 comments:

  1. congrats nil!
    blaja rajin2 tau..
    insyaAllah.. a doctor to be.. :)
    pastikan nanti aku dtg klinik ko, dpt special treatment.. hahaha :P

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  2. sarah!!! insyaAllah! doakan kte tau!

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